Wednesday, 16 September 2015

Been a While

Run for the lobster and no more.

I was in Pictou and enjoyed a nice 5k with my son, an annual run called run for the lobster.  This was the 5ft of July and two weeks after I slowed my training due to heel pain.  I nursed myself and since I felt good, I ran it, and after I was fine.

Driving home from the Maritimes a week later my ankle started to swell, and get painful and lose mobility, This was July 14.  First I though, oh the swelling will reside probably from sitting too long, then I thought, well it might be my gout and ran a course of meds.  Then I saw a podiatrist who referred me to a doctor to get a scan.  The Doctor ordered Xrays and gave me great anti-inflamatories.  However there is still discomfort and occasional swelling, so..running season is scrapped.

The toughest part was accepting that I have an injury(or a condition) that prohibits me from training.  On this day Sept 16, 2015 - 2 months after the drive home.  I am still stiff with occasional pain.

The mystery continues.

If anyone reads this, Acceptance is the toughest most necessary thing, before accepting that I would have to DNS (Lachine half marathon and Montreal Marathon) I was obsessed with finding the right formula..."If I start next Monday, I can still run a shortened training plan", "If I squeeze 7 weeks of training in I may still finish the Montreal Marathon, hell I did one this year".

 The first week after Acceptance, was brutal, nothing motivated me, but slowly did I come out of the funk and started training for my winter sport.  6 months from now I will be gearing up for some race, I will have a diagnosis and treatment, and yes I actually will have to run-walk and rebuild from scratch.  NoT because I can't go out and run 5,  because rebuilding should be done from the ground up!

Bring on Curling season